SEDIH AIHHH .

KEEP FAITH TO ALLAH !

long time no see huh ? my bad .. i'm sorry .. heuheeuu .. huaaa
sobsob . well . you know , spm result had announced a week ago . my result ...
heuheu ... hukhukkk .. so sad .
just ALLAH knows my feelings after all .
in front , i just keep my straight face but inner ..
i know my mother felt dissapointed .. my father too
but what can i do ? heuheuu ..
i'm pretending that i'm okay but in fact , there is no no . i can't ..
let me tell you my result okayy .. heuheuuu

SEJ - A+
BM - A+
MATH - A
QS - A+
SYA - A+
ARAB - A-
BI - B+
BIO - B+
FIZ - B
KIM - B
ADDMATH - B

truthly , i don't think my result is too bad . that's why i don't feel sad at the first place .
but , my mother's feeling had hurt . she put a lot of hope to me . she wanted to see me on stage but i didn't get to fulfill her wish . i'm sorry mom .
after that she kept compare my result to somebody else .. bla bla
i know it was my fault so , i don't blame my mom . she just frustrated about my result . heuheu .
i think my mom can accept it right now . for a million times , i'm sorry , mom .

with my 6 A's , i can apply for jpa-mara scholarship . getting it or not just wait for it . but then , my english . damn it . i got B+ . no wonder my grammar were messed up . at last , i can't apply it lahh . heuheuu .

fly to oversea is my dream . i'm really want it . but , it's just not my luck . maybe ALLAH put pause to my dream . i hope i can achieve my dream when the right time come . so , ABERDEEN or EDINBURGH or whatsoever i'll go , just wait for me . see you in the future .

keep my faith to ALLAH .

xoxo ~~