KEEP FAITH TO ALLAH !
long time no see huh ? my bad .. i'm sorry .. heuheeuu .. huaaa
sobsob . well . you know , spm result had announced a week ago . my result ...
heuheu ... hukhukkk .. so sad .
just ALLAH knows my feelings after all .
in front , i just keep my straight face but inner ..
i know my mother felt dissapointed .. my father too
but what can i do ? heuheuu ..
i'm pretending that i'm okay but in fact , there is no no . i can't ..
let me tell you my result okayy .. heuheuuu
SEJ - A+
BM - A+
MATH - A
QS - A+
SYA - A+
ARAB - A-
BI - B+
BIO - B+
FIZ - B
KIM - B
ADDMATH - B
truthly , i don't think my result is too bad . that's why i don't feel sad at the first place .
but , my mother's feeling had hurt . she put a lot of hope to me . she wanted to see me on stage but i didn't get to fulfill her wish . i'm sorry mom .
after that she kept compare my result to somebody else .. bla bla
i know it was my fault so , i don't blame my mom . she just frustrated about my result . heuheu .
i think my mom can accept it right now . for a million times , i'm sorry , mom .
with my 6 A's , i can apply for jpa-mara scholarship . getting it or not just wait for it . but then , my english . damn it . i got B+ . no wonder my grammar were messed up . at last , i can't apply it lahh . heuheuu .
fly to oversea is my dream . i'm really want it . but , it's just not my luck . maybe ALLAH put pause to my dream . i hope i can achieve my dream when the right time come . so , ABERDEEN or EDINBURGH or whatsoever i'll go , just wait for me . see you in the future .
keep my faith to ALLAH .
xoxo ~~
Sunday, 8 March 2015
Monday, 26 January 2015
Admit .
MY FIRST AND EVER 'LOVE' .
you wonder ? i wonder too . hahaa . who's the special one that i like huh ? the truth is .. no one . i'm lying ? yeah .. i hope like that too but ... no . you can say i'm not the normal one . well , i think my heart is too precious for me . love is just something that i can't describe . i think it's suck . i don't like the girlish , corny , mushy things . love is just too complicated for me to understand . it's just not the time for it yet . but .. of course there someone .. ermm .. not someone maybe . people i should say . there are people that i like , adore , admire but not love . love and like are different things for me . love is just too deep . like yeahh .. simple one . let me tell you .
no 1 . Baekhyun . he is the first one that i like . but he dumped me for Taeyeon . so sadd . i was shocked when i knew it . well , since he is the first one so , i'm always on his side . right now , he is a different person from the first i know him . after the scandal leaked , many people bashed him . so do i . Baekhyun and Taeyeon are not the right one . yeah .. you can call me the immature fan but it is just not right . it's not because i'm jealous or what . i just want that someone is suitable for him . i ship anyone with him as long as she is younger than him . sorry baekhyun-ah . i know you are not you now . maybe because of the scandal or Exo members ' leaving , Yi Fan and Lu Han . but , i want you to know , i'm always support you . i hope i can see the old you who's always be the bubbly and humble . kkaebsong ~
no 2 . Seokjin aka Jin . i'm crushing on him right now . i can't resist his cuteness although he is the oldest in BTS . he likes pink and his nickname is pink princess . i don't care because he likes mario's collection . this is showed his manly side . he is very good in cooking . how can i'm not like the man that can cook ? i hope one day , he can cook for me . hehehh . what an imagine huh ? yeahhh , haruman ~
no 3 . Jaebum aka JB . i know him for a few month . he is my bias afterall when i start to like Got7 . at first , i don't like Got7 but yeah .. lets say miracle had happened and i start to treasure them a lot . you know , JB has the smile eyes . it's very cute when he smile . i love to see his smile . gimme ur smile juseyo ~
no 4 . Leo . to be honest , i don't know Vixx very well but i love their songs very much . i think Leo is a mystery man . that's make me want to know him a lot . he's such a quiet idol . i wonder how about his life as an idol . in AS4U , the mcs teased him . his face turned red . he's a shy person . he feels shy when everyone pay attention to him . he's such kyeopta ~
well .. i'm a normal person as you see . hahahh . i love them so much . heuheu ~
xoxo ~
#ripmyenglish
you wonder ? i wonder too . hahaa . who's the special one that i like huh ? the truth is .. no one . i'm lying ? yeah .. i hope like that too but ... no . you can say i'm not the normal one . well , i think my heart is too precious for me . love is just something that i can't describe . i think it's suck . i don't like the girlish , corny , mushy things . love is just too complicated for me to understand . it's just not the time for it yet . but .. of course there someone .. ermm .. not someone maybe . people i should say . there are people that i like , adore , admire but not love . love and like are different things for me . love is just too deep . like yeahh .. simple one . let me tell you .
no 1 . Baekhyun . he is the first one that i like . but he dumped me for Taeyeon . so sadd . i was shocked when i knew it . well , since he is the first one so , i'm always on his side . right now , he is a different person from the first i know him . after the scandal leaked , many people bashed him . so do i . Baekhyun and Taeyeon are not the right one . yeah .. you can call me the immature fan but it is just not right . it's not because i'm jealous or what . i just want that someone is suitable for him . i ship anyone with him as long as she is younger than him . sorry baekhyun-ah . i know you are not you now . maybe because of the scandal or Exo members ' leaving , Yi Fan and Lu Han . but , i want you to know , i'm always support you . i hope i can see the old you who's always be the bubbly and humble . kkaebsong ~
no 2 . Seokjin aka Jin . i'm crushing on him right now . i can't resist his cuteness although he is the oldest in BTS . he likes pink and his nickname is pink princess . i don't care because he likes mario's collection . this is showed his manly side . he is very good in cooking . how can i'm not like the man that can cook ? i hope one day , he can cook for me . hehehh . what an imagine huh ? yeahhh , haruman ~
no 3 . Jaebum aka JB . i know him for a few month . he is my bias afterall when i start to like Got7 . at first , i don't like Got7 but yeah .. lets say miracle had happened and i start to treasure them a lot . you know , JB has the smile eyes . it's very cute when he smile . i love to see his smile . gimme ur smile juseyo ~
no 4 . Leo . to be honest , i don't know Vixx very well but i love their songs very much . i think Leo is a mystery man . that's make me want to know him a lot . he's such a quiet idol . i wonder how about his life as an idol . in AS4U , the mcs teased him . his face turned red . he's a shy person . he feels shy when everyone pay attention to him . he's such kyeopta ~
well .. i'm a normal person as you see . hahahh . i love them so much . heuheu ~
xoxo ~
#ripmyenglish
Sunday, 25 January 2015
Random Thing .
NO HARD FEELING OKAYYY ..
aku rasa macam nak cerita benda yang relate dengan aku malam ni .dah memang blog aku kan ? mestilah kaitan ngan aku . person .. yeah someone i know . kau pernah rasa dihargai dopp ? aku rasa sepanjang aku hidup ni , aku soulless . no feeling mehh . tapi kadang tu terasa la jugak . baru baru ni , that someone yang identiti terpaksa dirahsiakan had called me . yeah . someone tu never failed to call me or text me . oleh itu , terasa lah aku dihargai someone tu . hehehh . cliche ? dak aih . touche ahh . aku nak cakap aku happy lahh dengan someone tu sebab sepanjang perkenalan kami , we're such egomaniac . haaa . tapi kan .. bila dah nyembang , dia bukan nak cerita sangat pun kat aku . aku yang cerita banyak kat dia . kadang kadang sampai tadak topik pun nak cerita . aku ni pun bukan biasa sangat apa orang .. otp .. haa . akward gakk laa . tapi someone tu tetap call aku . hoho . last cakap aritu , dia asked me to say fighting words laa . terkejut derr . tapi memang aku balaih kata kata semangat la kat dia .. dalam perkataan . hahax . geli doh cakap seniri . XD
another story .. memang dah bila bersama lama lama kita kenai character someone tu . ada la someone nii yang identiti dia terpaksa dirahsiakan jugak . aku tak buat kawan ramai pun sepanjang aku belajaq . tapi we're classmate for a long time . berapa lama tu takleh abaq laa . satgi tau pulak kan .. haa .. apa yang aku salute dia kan .. dia memang tau cara aku . dia pernah abaq kat aku sekali camni , ' hang ni aku tau pemalaih . keja sekolah memang tak siap selalu . tapi , kalau hang rajin tobat no1 dok kat hang . hang ni pandai tapi tak rajin , pemalaih . ' the rest is history ... lebih kurang camtu la ayat dia tapi aku olah sikit . bukan nak riak ka paa . tapi .. dia tau aku . dia tau aku camna . tu yang aku salute sunggoh . dia nampak aku camna . terharu gak laa . XD
xoxo ~
aku rasa macam nak cerita benda yang relate dengan aku malam ni .dah memang blog aku kan ? mestilah kaitan ngan aku . person .. yeah someone i know . kau pernah rasa dihargai dopp ? aku rasa sepanjang aku hidup ni , aku soulless . no feeling mehh . tapi kadang tu terasa la jugak . baru baru ni , that someone yang identiti terpaksa dirahsiakan had called me . yeah . someone tu never failed to call me or text me . oleh itu , terasa lah aku dihargai someone tu . hehehh . cliche ? dak aih . touche ahh . aku nak cakap aku happy lahh dengan someone tu sebab sepanjang perkenalan kami , we're such egomaniac . haaa . tapi kan .. bila dah nyembang , dia bukan nak cerita sangat pun kat aku . aku yang cerita banyak kat dia . kadang kadang sampai tadak topik pun nak cerita . aku ni pun bukan biasa sangat apa orang .. otp .. haa . akward gakk laa . tapi someone tu tetap call aku . hoho . last cakap aritu , dia asked me to say fighting words laa . terkejut derr . tapi memang aku balaih kata kata semangat la kat dia .. dalam perkataan . hahax . geli doh cakap seniri . XD
another story .. memang dah bila bersama lama lama kita kenai character someone tu . ada la someone nii yang identiti dia terpaksa dirahsiakan jugak . aku tak buat kawan ramai pun sepanjang aku belajaq . tapi we're classmate for a long time . berapa lama tu takleh abaq laa . satgi tau pulak kan .. haa .. apa yang aku salute dia kan .. dia memang tau cara aku . dia pernah abaq kat aku sekali camni , ' hang ni aku tau pemalaih . keja sekolah memang tak siap selalu . tapi , kalau hang rajin tobat no1 dok kat hang . hang ni pandai tapi tak rajin , pemalaih . ' the rest is history ... lebih kurang camtu la ayat dia tapi aku olah sikit . bukan nak riak ka paa . tapi .. dia tau aku . dia tau aku camna . tu yang aku salute sunggoh . dia nampak aku camna . terharu gak laa . XD
xoxo ~
Wednesday, 21 January 2015
On Mind
PERNAH TERFIKIR ?
long time no see , huh ? it's time for me to talk to myself . my blog my diary my words my mind . i'm glad that someone who created this so called blog . ignore my broken english mehh . hoho . i'm trying . well , actually when i'm talking i like to use english . alone lahh . ngan orang lain memang tak lahh . i think english more accurate . as example , when we talk about feeling . ahakss . dah jadi minah jiwang ka paa . not my style okey .. betoi la tu . bahasa melayu macam umum . better english if that 'something' complicated . kk , drop the subject .
failure ? everyone feel it even once in their lifes . complicated lahh . tukar tajuk plak . friends ? in school we meet our friends . in home we meet our family . in road we meet our strangers . our strangers ? it's so wrong . subject change . studies ? right now i'm doing nothing . mean i had finished my studies for high school . miss ? . change the subject please . partner ? are you kidding me ? not right time laa . tukar tajuk lagi . kk , for the last question .. hard feelings ? for someone ? drop the subject now .
in conclusion , not all questions have the answers . think first before asking and think first before answering . you know .. i'm writing this without thinking first but the result .. ermmm .. not bad . usually , when i plan something , it is never happen . so , i should stop for planning . i should just follow the flow , huh ? let me think first .. well . you think ?
xoxo ~
long time no see , huh ? it's time for me to talk to myself . my blog my diary my words my mind . i'm glad that someone who created this so called blog . ignore my broken english mehh . hoho . i'm trying . well , actually when i'm talking i like to use english . alone lahh . ngan orang lain memang tak lahh . i think english more accurate . as example , when we talk about feeling . ahakss . dah jadi minah jiwang ka paa . not my style okey .. betoi la tu . bahasa melayu macam umum . better english if that 'something' complicated . kk , drop the subject .
failure ? everyone feel it even once in their lifes . complicated lahh . tukar tajuk plak . friends ? in school we meet our friends . in home we meet our family . in road we meet our strangers . our strangers ? it's so wrong . subject change . studies ? right now i'm doing nothing . mean i had finished my studies for high school . miss ? . change the subject please . partner ? are you kidding me ? not right time laa . tukar tajuk lagi . kk , for the last question .. hard feelings ? for someone ? drop the subject now .
in conclusion , not all questions have the answers . think first before asking and think first before answering . you know .. i'm writing this without thinking first but the result .. ermmm .. not bad . usually , when i plan something , it is never happen . so , i should stop for planning . i should just follow the flow , huh ? let me think first .. well . you think ?
xoxo ~
Saturday, 17 January 2015
LIFE . part III
HATI .. DIFFICULT THING .
gimme gimme gimme ur love .... make me make me make me ur man .... err ? ur girl maybe .. well . lagu kann ? tak tahu . gi search Got7 - Gimme .. hati main topic for today . maybe .. for a long time , i don't know . difficult thing for me . i don't understand myself . not completely . petty ? pathetic ? told me . don't pretend you understand me , know me completely because even i don't understand myself . apa aku ngarut tuhh .. well . luaran .. ignorance , innocent , like a kid ? don't expect me . rude , brat , annoying ? yeah . that's me . frankly said , a true badass . well , don't judge a book by its cover . don't ever try to mess up with me .
info tambahan for today , my ideal type . tak semua orang dapat apa yang dia nak kan ? aku lahh tu . imagine is my hobby . sbb apa ? berangan bukan jenayah . first of all , , someone looked nice in long sleeve t-shirt and jean and also sneakers - aku suka . tall - i'm clingy type . smiley eyes - aku suka . can impress me everyday - aku cepat boring . kalaupun drama tu ada hero hensem , ulang pun aku takkan tengok dah . well , that's me . okeyy . tu lahh ideal type aku . so anyone ? sapa aku suka , aku punya suka lahh . hati aku hanya aku and ALLAH sahaja yang mengetahui .
xoxo ~
gimme gimme gimme ur love .... make me make me make me ur man .... err ? ur girl maybe .. well . lagu kann ? tak tahu . gi search Got7 - Gimme .. hati main topic for today . maybe .. for a long time , i don't know . difficult thing for me . i don't understand myself . not completely . petty ? pathetic ? told me . don't pretend you understand me , know me completely because even i don't understand myself . apa aku ngarut tuhh .. well . luaran .. ignorance , innocent , like a kid ? don't expect me . rude , brat , annoying ? yeah . that's me . frankly said , a true badass . well , don't judge a book by its cover . don't ever try to mess up with me .
info tambahan for today , my ideal type . tak semua orang dapat apa yang dia nak kan ? aku lahh tu . imagine is my hobby . sbb apa ? berangan bukan jenayah . first of all , , someone looked nice in long sleeve t-shirt and jean and also sneakers - aku suka . tall - i'm clingy type . smiley eyes - aku suka . can impress me everyday - aku cepat boring . kalaupun drama tu ada hero hensem , ulang pun aku takkan tengok dah . well , that's me . okeyy . tu lahh ideal type aku . so anyone ? sapa aku suka , aku punya suka lahh . hati aku hanya aku and ALLAH sahaja yang mengetahui .
xoxo ~
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